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November 3,
2007 Final Update
Nirguna
Prabhu entered the eternal abode of Sri Sri
Radha-Madhava today!
by gopijana
Nirguna Krsna dasa
Prabhu entered the eternal abode of Sri
Radha-Madhava at Sri Mayapur dhama today (3 Nov.07)
at 1.25 p.m.(IST) He was surrounded by Giriraj
Shilas, Maha garlands of deities, Tulasi leaves and
continuous Kirtan by devotees. Earlier in the
morning, his blood pressure was going down,
indicating that he is close to the end. The devotees
assembled to do kirtan for his smooth onward
journey. HH Bhakti Vishrambha Madhava Swami, HG Hari
Sauri Pr, HG Padmalocan Pr, HG Jananivasa Pr, HG
Janmastami Pr were massaging to comfort him. He took
Ganga Jal, Charanamrita in the morning.
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Update: Last week in
Mayapura:
By
Hari-sauri dasa
This is a brief report
on events surrounding Nirguna prabhu during the last
week here in Mayapur.
Under Ramadevi’s
inspiration and Samkalpa dasi’s organization we had a
Govardhan Puja on October 24 for Nirguna prabhu in his
room. It was a wonderful event. Devotees in the grhastha
community made over 30 preparations and a miniture
Govardhan Hill, complete with small signs showing the
main pilgrimage spots. Center of attention were seven
Govardhan-shilas, Who came to bless Nirguna prabhu and
the devotees.
The event began with a
reading of Chapters twenty four and twenty five from
‘Krsna’. This was followed by abhishek and kirtan, and
then the hill was brought close to Nirguna’s bedside. He
was glowing with pleasure to see it and he basked in the
association of devotees as they chanted the glories of
the holy name and circumambulated the hill. The event
culminated with distribution of the prasadam to over 100
devotees. It was a truly transcendental event and
Nirguna prabhu was extremely happy with it.
Shortly after this
event Janmastami and Samkalpa prabhus, after consulting
with HH Radhanatha Swami on the phone, re-organized the
care and kirtan schedules to enable Nirguna prabhu to
focus more in his internal needs. Nirguna was
experiencing more pain and his medication was increased
and this took a couple of days for him to adjust to.
In the last few days
Nirguna’s physical condition has undergone significant
change. At the beginning of Kartika-vrata a few devotees
gathered in his room to offer lamps and chant the
Damodar-astaka prayers. As they did so, Nirguna’s blood
pressure dropped dramatically to about half the normal
level of 120. He had some delayed breathing and Dr.
Avinasa informed us that if any further reduction
occured he would most likely leave within a few hours.
Yet during the night his condition stablized and in the
morning he was alert, taking small amounts of fruit
juice and caranamrta and asking for devotees to read to
him.
For the last few days
his body has continued to function at a low level with
his blood pressure maintaining at about 66. The doctor
feels that he has perhaps 3-4 days more if he continues
as he is. If his blood pressure drops to 50 then it will
be the end.
At the same time
Nirguna’s consciousness is completely clear. He is
peaceful and alert and he appears transcendentally
effulgent. Two days ago he informed one of the ladies
that he had had a dream in which he glimpsed Srimati
Radharani and the gopis. He felt they might be
indicating for him to come with Them, but he wasn’t
sure.
Yesterday morning,
October 31, I read to him the story of Ratnaranjini
dasi’s departure, which inspired him a lot. So last
night I asked him a little about his dream. I told him
that “If you get an invitation, you should accept it.
You have no reason to remain here.” He replied, “I am
ready to go immediately but I haven’t had an invitation
yet.” I asked him why he thought that was, and he said
he thought that perhaps Krishna wanted him to teach some
more lessons. When I asked him what he thought those
lessons were, he replied, “For the devotees, I think He
wants to give them more opportunity to give some
service. And to show them an example (of how to leave).
For me, I think He wants me to learn patience. He will
do things in His own time and I have to wait for that.”
He expressed some
apprehension that he might not recognize when Krishna
would come. Although I have no experience to speak from,
I still felt confident that Krishna would make things
very clear for a great soul like Nirguna and I told him,
“Don’t worry prabhu, there is no doubt that Krishna will
make it very clear for you, don’t have any doubts about
that.” He seemed satisfied with that reply.
I also spoke with him
about Kurma prabhu, who Nirguna met and spent a week
with last year on the Polish tour. Kurma arrived here
two days ago and Nirguna was very happy to see him.
Kurma is going to put his mother’s ashes in the Ganges.
I contrasted her departure with Nirguna’s, pointing out
that Kurma’s mother had slowly declined over 27 years
with Parkinson’s disease and had left in a completely
unconscious state in a nursing home, so heavily
medicated that it blocked out not only all her pain but
also her awareness. Although Kurma had made nice
arrangements with a tape continuously playing, deity
garlands, tulasi leaves, Ganga jal etc., in her last
days she was not aware of anything around her.
I told Nirguna prabhu
that Kurma had commented to me on the striking contrast
between his mother’s exit and Nirguna’s, saying how
fortunate Nirguna was to be surrounded by so many loving
devotees, the holy names, being in Mayapur in full
consciousness. This was surely the reward for so many
years spent in dedicated preaching service, and a sure
indication that Krishna is very pleased with him.
Hearing this, Nirguna smiled a smile of reassurance and
confidence.
Now we are hoping that
Nirguna prabhu remains at least for a few days more
because his old friend Ekanatha prabhu from Prabhupada
Village in NC, will be arriving in two days time.
Nirguna prabhu has bequeathed his house and some funds
to the Bhaktivedanta Archives, thus providing vital
support to one of the most important projects in ISKCON,
the preservation of Srila Prabhupada’s Vani.
Either kirtans or
readings are going on throughout most of the day by the
mercy of the devotees, except when Nirguna prabhu is
resting. Devotees have responded wonderfully to provide
full spiritual support for this beloved disciple of
Srila Prabhupada.
During the whole
period of his final sojourn here in Mayapur Janmastami
and Samkalpa prabhus have provided exemplary support and
facility for Nirguna prabhu, turning over half their
house for his care. Nirguna has entrusted himself
entirely to their care, who, along with several
full-time carers, have done a brilliant job of looking
after his needs, both physically and spiritually. Their
teenage son Prahlad has also been inspired by his
parents’ example to consistently help with massaging
Nirguna, doing kirtan for him and many other services
small and large.
As well as this a
large team of care-givers have come forward. Althogh
it’s not possible to mention everyone, some of those who
have sacrificed significant, and in some cases, all of
their time and energy for assisting Nirguna prabhu in
his departure are Dr. Avinasa who flew in from Bombay to
attend to his medical needs; Gaura Krsna and Hari Bhakti
Vilasa prabhus who have attended to all of Nirguna’s
physical needs, carefully bathing him every morning,
changing his dressings, massaging him for hours a day,
sleeping nearby on constant call and myriad other
services; Dharmveer prabhu, Yasodadulal prabhu,
Madhuryalila mataji, Prema Bhakti mataji, Santi Parayana
prabhu, Ram prabhu, Grahila prabhu, Gauranga Simha
prabhu, Giri Gopala prabhu for a variety of support both
physical and spiritual; Jananivas and Pankajanghri
prabhus who come every afternoon to spend a few hours
sitting with Nirguna prabhu; and B. V. Madhava Maharaja,
who gave up his tour schedule to come and read and chant
to Nirguna prabhu until his departure.
There are many other
devotees who deserve a mention, especially the teenage
students resident here in Mayapur who have spent hours
chanting for the pleasure of Nirguna prabhu every
afternoon. I will suffice to say that all of the
devotees who have given their time and energy to assist
in numerous ways are all great souls who are privileged
to serve a true mahatma, Nirguna prabhu, who is
achieving his life’s perfection in a most exemplary
fashion.
All glories to the all
merciful Sri Sri Nitai Gaura, Who are the life and soul
of Their devotees! All glories to Their holy dhama, Sri
Mayapur, which bestows all benedictions upon Their
deserving devotees! All glories to the Vaisnava devotees
of the Lord by whose transcendental association we can
safely traverse this pit of illusion and return back
home, back to Godhead! And unlimited glories to His
Divine Grace Srila Prabhupada by whose mercy alone all
of this is taking place!
Your humble servant,
Hari-sauri dasa
Article taken from
Dandavats -
http://www.dandavats.com
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UPDATE: 9-21-07
Dear Prabhus,
Please accept our humble obeisances. All glories to
Srila Prabhupada.
I am writing to ask for your prayers for the safe
departure from this world
of a very wonderful devotee, Nirguna das, disciple of
Srila Prabhupada since
1975. He was a major book distributor for many, many
years, based mostly in
Atlanta. He has preached to and made many devotees.
In April this year a large tumour was found rooted on
his spine. The doctors
declared it inoperable due to its proximity to his heart
and spine. They
suggested chemotherapy to shrink the tumour to make him
more comfortable. He
started this in Bhaktivedanta Hospital, Bombay but it
made him so ill he
could not continue. Thinking to fight the tumour with
natural medicines he
came to reside in Sri Dham Mayapur. He has taken herbal
remedies, followed
the Budwig diet, homeopathic treatments have been given
but all to no avail.
He has been in tremendous pain for the last few months
(though he bore it
staunchly, never complaining and not taking any
medication for it) but was
still able to get around by himself, at least within his
home.
Unfortunately, a few days ago, he began to find it
almost impossible to
walk. Two days ago his legs finally became paralysed. He
still has some
sensation in his legs but cannot move them at all.
However, he did make it to the temple for Radhastami. He
was carried
downstairs and put in his reclining wheelchair. At the
temple one devotee
carried him up on to the platform in front of Sri Sri
Radha Madhava where
Their pujaris showered him with the maha flowers from
Srimati Radharani's
abhisek. This was followed by a gigantic hug from
Jayapataka Maharaja!
Though still in lots of pain, he is in a very clear and
happy frame of mind.
He is preaching to his caregivers, hearing and chanting
all the time. He is
surrounded by big beautiful photos of Sri Sri Radha
Madhava. Sri Panca
Tattva and Srila Prabhupad. He has deities of Srila
Prabhupada and Haridas
Thakur by his bedside and in the middle of them, one
beautiful Giriraj sila
has come to give Mercy to him. Although devotees are
constantly bringing him
all kinds of maha prasadam, he has stopped eating and is
gradually reducing
his water intake. From tomorrow he will only take
Srimati Radharani's
caranamrta 3 times a day for a few days then nothing.
Our request is this. If there should be any last minute
test ahead of him,
please pray to Srila Prabhupada and Lord Nrsimhadeva to
give him good
intelligence and remove any obstacles on his path back
to Godhead
Yours in the service of the vaisnavas,
the caregivers of Nirguna das.
UPDATE October 1, 2007:
Latest News and Photos
of HG Nirguna dasa Prabhu from Mayapur, India
Submitted by Sriji dasi (GRS), Winston-Salem, North
Carolina (U.S.)
To read about the lastest news
about HG Nirguna dasa Prabhu's condition and to see his
latest photos from Mayapur, kindly
click
here. (outside link, to return hit your browser
back button)
We thank Her Grace Sriji
dasi for keeping us informed. We also thank Her Grace
Ramadevi dasi who is taking such wonderful care of
Nirguna Prabhu as well as all of his other caregivers in
Mayapur. They are exemplary in every way!
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November 4, 2007
Most Beloved Srila
Prabhupada,
Each year we can see
that you are taking your beloved disciples back home
with you and now another wonderful devotee has left us
here. How much he gave for the preaching of your books
is shown by how many devotees loved
and cared for him all these months while he was sick.
Surely he was a special devotee and loved by everyone
including you.
May he pray for all of
us that we may also have the same benediction to leave
this world in such a state of Krsna consciousness.
All glories to you!
Nirguna dasa Prabhu showed us by example what to expect,
and how to leave.
All Glories to all the
wonderful devotees and to His Divine Grace
Srila Prabhupada.
Lilavilasini
devi dasi
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October 20, 2007
I found out today
10-17-07 that you had left your body. I am very sad /
and
happy that you return home back to Godhead. I am missing
you dearly my
eternal friend. Thank you so much for allowing me to
have your
wonderful association for so many years. You trained me
on book
distribution. Now I have the memories of us distributing
in the Smoky
mountains, parking lots, and intersections, and now I
will relish these
memories. Now you are in a better position to help this
rascal Nanda Suta
to become a book distributing soldier. All Glories to
Nitai-Gaura and
Srila Prabhupada's warriors who are fighting maya
throughout the world.
I miss you my friend, Hare Krishna
Nanda Suta
Atlanta,Ga
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September 30, 2007
Dear Bhakti Tirtha Swami,
Please accept my
humble obeisances. All glories to Your Holiness! All
glories to your God-brother, my Spiritual Master, His
Holiness Candramauli
Swami! Dear Bhakti Tirtha Swami, my dear siksa-Guru you
have been
specially empowered by Srila Prabhupada to help many,
many devotees to
come to Krishna Consciousness. I simply pray to Your
Holiness to please
help your God-brother, this wonderful spiritual warrior
to come back Home,
back to Krishna, easily and safely. I beg of you to
please help him
remember Krishna and please be there to welcome him to
the spiritual
world. Thank you so much!
Your deeply grateful
servant,
Sridevi dasi
New Talavan, MS, USA.
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September 30, 2007
My dearest Sri Sri
Panca Tattva,
Please accept my
prostrate obeisances unto You. There is nobody who is
more merciful than You! My humble and heartfelt request
is that this
wonderful devotee, Nirguna prabhu, which is already
under Your Divine
shelter may just get absorbed more and more in Krsna's
Holy Name and
nothing can divert his attention from Your lotus feet,
which can grant
Krsna prema. We'll miss him so much.
Your humble servant,
Akarsini
Radhika devi dasi
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September 29, 2007
My dear Srila Prabhupada,
Thank you so much for
allowing your beloved disciple, Nirguna dasa, to
arrive safely in the holy dhama of Mayapur. Please,
Srila Prabhupada, keep
him always in the association of your dear devotees
during the last months
of his life and allow him to forever remain at Your
divine lotus feet.
Your humble servant,
Sangita devi dasi
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August 15, 2007
My dear Sri Panca-Tattva,
I know You are already
taking care of HG Nirguna prabhu, and the
demonstration is that He did many important services for
his dear Gurudeva
during all those years. Now my humble prayer at Your
lotus feet is that You
please give all protection to Nirguna Prabhu so he may
always have the full
shelter of your Lotus Feet forever.
Your humble servant,
Akarsini Radhika dd
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August 15, 2007
Dear Nirguna dasa
Prabhu,
PAMHO AGTSP HK.
I am praying that HDG
Srila Prabhupada is personally taking such nice care of
you, that you will remain giving all of the
devotees your nice association and Krishna
consciousness. You are showing great devotion and
courage. You are in our prayers in Italy.
Lilavilasini
devi dasi
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August 15, 2007
Om Namo narayanaya.
O Krishna praboo,
May I request You to
shower your blessings on Your humble devotee, Nirguna
Prabhu, so that he has peace and can joyfully do Your
namasmarana. Please grant relief from his
suffering while paying his karmic debts by chanting Your
holy name and pardon all his deeds done knowingly and
unknowingly.
I once again pray for
your mercy.
Krishnajee
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July 23, 2007
Dear Srila Prabhupada,
All glories to you and
your most wonderful disciples. The presence of your
disciples is the only solace for this suffering world. I
pray at your most divine lotus feetto please protect
Nirguna Prabhu, one of your precious gems. I humbly beg
that you always remain besides Nirguna Prabhu giving him
all the strength and vision to always remember the
wonderful sweet pastimes of Sri Sri Radha Madhav.
Your Aspiring servant
of the servant of the servant,
Sacitanuja
Das
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July 8, 2007
Dear Panca-tattva,
By Your mercy alone,
Nirguna Prabhu will be blessed to take shelter of Your
Lordships in the holy dhama of Mayapur. Please keep Your
dear servant forever at Your lotus feet. He has done so
much sankirtana to help spread Your name in every town
and village. Please remember him now and always.
Your humble servant,
Madana-sundari devi
dasi
Honolulu, Hawaii (U.S.)
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June 27, 2007
Dear Sri Sri Nitai
Gaurasundara,
Please be merciful to Your beloved servant, Nirguna das,
who has been an
instrument of spreading Your mercy through book
distribution and preaching
for many, many years. As a matter of fact: preaching
Your glorious mercy
is his heart and soul. Please, let him always remember
Your holy names,
and give him strength and shelter during this difficult
time.
Your Servant,
Kalindi devi dasi
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June 21, 2007
Dear Nirguna prabhu,
I am praying at the lotus
feet of Sri Sri Radha Damodara for Their blessings and
mercy upon you. Without a doubt you are very dear
to Srila Prabhupada and all the devotees who have been
fortunate to have had your wonderful association. Please
find full shelter in Krsna and His holy Name.
All glories to your unending devotional service.
Your servant,
Kaulini dasi
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June 20, 2007
O Dear Srila Prabhupada!
Kindly bestow your causeless, unlimited mercy upon your
dear son, who so sincerely
has rendered service for your most dear service of book
distribution.
Thank you Srila Prabhupada.
Dear Nirguna Prabhu,
I pray to the Lord to give you strength to sustain
through this difficult time. May
Lord Narsimhadev protect you.
Thank you My Dear Lord.
Sri Radhika
dasi
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June 19, 2007
Dear Srila Prabhupada,
I am praying to Your Divine Grace to kindly continue to
give shelter to your dear servant, Nirguna dasa, who is
suffering from a very serious and painful disease.
Please keep him always at your lotus feet. I pray he
becomes strong enough to make the journey to the holy
dhama of Mayapur, for there, Lord Caitanya Mahaprabhu
will surely bestow His unlimited mercy upon His sincere
devotee.
My dear Srila Prabhupada, please keep your dear devotees
close to you always.
Your humble servant,
Sangita devi dasi
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